Happiness within 14th Feb 1990

Today i.e., on 31st July 2011.while listening video songs of tu jaane na I suddenly felt a need of gf in my life. I don’t why I felt like this….but I feel like I want to die for somebody but the problem is I don’t have anyone for whom I can think about this. Actually the main problem is that I never had this kind of feeling before so I never thought of making a gf before nd never did anything in this field. Because I always think that someone somewhere is made for me and I will surely meet that person one day . But today I dnt knw why I suddenly felt that may be I am gng in a darkness and there is no way around to figure out whether it’s rely gng to be happen or not. Many of my friends ask me when they meet with me after so many days , actually they ask me the update of my relationship status and everytime I had same answer which is ‘Single’ and they got fed up of my habbit of giving the same answer everytime.Actually I am aslo fed up of giving the same answer . But I dnt how people manage their relationship status so quickly one day committed another day single and then after few days committed . I hdon’t want this I rely felt to die for somebody . you all must be thinking that this guy is ‘ one woman man ‘ may be you guys are right . and yes I am one woman man and I want one but she also must love me in that way as I vl do.
I don’t know whether it was the song’s enigma or the effect of music or the friend with whom I met today but I felt to surrender myself infront of someone.By the way the friend with whom I met today has different view of seeing girls. He is not interested in falling in love with someone he says he only wants 1 night to spend with girls. In that night he judges about them and decides whether he wants more night or more girl. Well that’s a weird type of personality but he also loved one girl and was ready to die for her but she left him and insulted him mercilessly that’s why his respect for girls had committed suicide. And he uses them just for pleasure , he is a rich as well as handsome enough to make girls fall for him easily . anyways, let’s get back to the track . well actually there was no track I was just wondering myself and written all this crap by self sorry for taking your time . see ya bye all.
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